There is a very good reason that I have strong soccer players' legs. Not only was I indeed a soccer player in high school ( a bad one at that, who kept crazilyrunning?after a ball-I was obssessed- and who lost so many chances), but also, Irealized, I tramp 'really' hard when I walk, wheneverI am very determined.I also bite my teeth hard.
That is what I was doing.
I am studying for LSAT. I am desperate to go to NYULaw School. And I am not reaching the score I have to get. And I cannot give up.This time, I am the one who wants to achieve it. Desperately.
And if I don't get it.... I am going to be dead... Dead-like....I will be devastated.
See.... The goal-oriented life is not good for me. It will kill me. Once upon atime, I wanted to be a (Buddhist or not) nun, and live a peaceful life forever. But I might have to stop avoiding competition, achievement or life anymore. It is more important to survive.
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