Free fall

I don't understand why falling leaves have to be treated like garbage. Can they stay longer on the ground nourishing the earth instead of causing another garbage problem?

I always wonder why magazine models have to smile at something without any background. I hope I know why they are so happy. I like the pose of Scarlett Johansson. She is natural whatever she does.

Looking down at the dark river...

I was thinking about free fall.

I want to experience Einstein's free fall.

Long enough to feel no gravity, seeing the apple floating with me...

Time flows differently...

I would be so happy to free fall, diving, sky diving or bunge jump.

If I sky dive, I hope that I don't fall unconscious so that I don't open the balloon (what is it called?),

I hope someone invents a safe free fall system (not like sky diving), very very long, comfortable (not like bungee jump)--- wow, coincidence- I am listening to "dive to blue" by L'arc en Ciel.

When Einstein did "thought experiments," would he also examined the subject's mind?

Was he able to imagine that he(the subject) would feel very very scared?

In fact, I am not so sure if I am strong enough to bear the fear. I get very scared. Sometimes, for little things, I get shocked well. But, I enjoy the fear. It also pushes me to venture more. Not that I am a masochist who enjoys pain or fear itself. I like the feeling that I am overcoming something.

Why do we fear? It seems to me "fear" doesn't have any evolutionary advantage for survival. If I free fall, and if I can stay sharp to turn up the balloon at the right time, isn't it better than to feel unconscious? If you see a snake, isn't it better to think of an escape strategy than freaking out? Maybe, the nature or God ( whatever the force of the evolution is, if there is) doesn't trust our thinking power enough so he gives hands to our intution or reflex, ruled by him? What is it? Why do we have a feeling of fear? It would be so much great if we don't. Just to be modest? It doesn't make sense. For fun? (Yes, for my case). I'm dying to know... I should go back to Hampshire to ask. That is another thing to do after the test. I will see Laura. I also want to read "Blink" and the book published to criticize it.