Alternative consciousness

Now, no more drinking (still doubting, can I do that?), no more smoking, no more coffee after the test...
How can I enjoy 'alternative consciousness'?

I will definitely take a ballroom dancing class. I already have a companion. I need to allow my body some freedom without my intervention. And then... I can't delay guitar & drumming lessons either. My energy will be clogged and causes me to go crazy. And then... I have to learn French & Chinese. French-ness in me will go rotten if I don't allow it vent. I didn't hear my Chinese-ness screaming out yet. But, I shouldn't let it die young. Hm..... I can't afford everything i want money-wise & time-wise. But they are the minimum requirement for my sanity, if I decide not to drink...

After the test, I want to watch lots of Jack Black movies to recover the power.