FW: On the way

----Ancient ginkgo tree in Roosevelt Island

---Frisbee..

I am heading to a place to study.
Moisty, windy, virgin the air is just about right. This is an air that will bring some rain, maybe big rain.

In a soon-to-be-gone soccer field (condo construction), young people are playing ultimate frisbee. Running after a flying disc is an exciting idea. I admit it is even better than running after a rolling soccer ball. I want to join them. Ah, i have a test, i forgot.
In front of me, there are very cute elementary school couple, holding hands together. A brown girl and a white boy. Yeah, my mind is already contaminated enough to notice colors of kids. But i hope these kids change this world.

When i was in their age, i liked a guy named 'Aron.' maybe he was a class captain and i was a vice captain. Maybe i was a captain, he was a vice captain. My memory is blurred. He was dark, big, very smart, played the violin, had beautiful dark big eyes, too calm for his age, sang well, did't play the soccer like other kids. I never thought the kid like him would like a tomboy like me, whose time in school solely consisted of classes and go-mu-jul games (damn I was good at it). So, i never told him i liked him. A few years ago, I got a hold of him and i confessed to him huhu. And he said he liked me too! I was so happy.
I miss my childhood friends. But i have so many of them, since my family moved a lot. I attended 6 elementary schools, 2 middle schools, 2 high schools and 3 colleges. I am a school collector. Who can beat me?

4 pm. I was thinking other stuff trying to avoid test-anxiety. I have to study more. But i had such a horrible nightmare, which made me totally exhausted. And studying alone is so lonely. At least i want to have a partner or someone who will check on me. I am being a baby..